Gravel April

There were a million things I would have liked to write about in the past month or so, but maybe I’ve been struck by the infamous “writer’s block” syndrome. It’s time to break the silence and let some thoughts loose.

Apologies for being absent for so long; when I’m not posting much it’s mainly because of 2 reasons:

1. Preoccupied with life things, studying/preparing for exams, having to do stuff…
2. I’m feeling like shit and don’t want to ‘contage’ anyone here with negativity…

When you have light bulbs going off in your head, it’s easier to write something uplifting and inspiring. I usually prefer to post something with the intention of making others feel better about life, in general.

It torments me to no end when I make a mistake, in this regard. I left a couple of comments here and there lately where I was like “ugh, wtf did I just write? *smash head against wall”.

Honestly, this month so far has been totally rubbish. It would be nice if we could go back in time and just launch a nuke on certain days, and erase these fragments of time from existence.

I started seeing a new therapist in March, took a break for April, and will probably see her again in May. She’s ok-ish, not nearly as good or lovely as EV, but it’ll have to do for the near future.

Planning ahead, looking forward with optimism, ah well, isn’t that the trick to feeling more hopeful and better about life? Hmm… food for thought.

As for blogging, I’d love to keep writing somehow and publish at least once per month, till July comes. And then, we’ll see what happens. So whether you like it or not, I’ll be here till then and hopefully you’ll be too.